GDO
Let me take you back to the year two O sixteen
That trip down memory lane will help tell what GDO mean
Just finished high school I'm waiting on the finals results
I know I barely studied now I had a rapid pulse
Was chilled until I heard results dropping that week
I'm sure I fainted coz that night I swear lacked sleep
Then hyphen apped me wake the f*ck up you passed
I saw the dummie's message when I woke up yeah and I laughed
Then I checked and it turned out it was true
Told my bro who was sleeping we was sharing the bedroom
He got excited like he the one that passed and told momma
I've never seen her that happy she expect that I'd cause trauma
I was trying to rub it in but then she was too busy hugging
She called the blood and friends her ecstacy stopped me from bugging
Of course I got congrats and what you wanna do" the subject
And if I was gonna be local I had no idea what it was I wanted to do I was indecisive
Almost took a gap year the way I took my f*cking time and
The only school I applied to accepted me for business
But response from sponsorship was taking me a minute
Just to tell me they indefinitely ain't sponsoring that selected course
It's enrollment time school's starting was in a mess of course
So I had to choose a new one quick and since I don't know what to ride with
I decided to go for Bachelor of Science
So I have time to decide and advance my chances of going overseas
Was under pressure but I knew I had to oversee it
But they told me it's too congested can't be enrolled to that
So I had to change again only had 12 hours to plan
So I heard nursing's first year was basically BSc
So I thought I'd still change courses as I proceed
Into my sophomore and yeah my first year was the time of my life
I f*cked around and shit so much I might've lost a wife
Shit but that's a different tale
Now done with first year I'm shocked that I didn't fail
Tried switching courses internally started forgetting Yale
It was too long of a shot and at the time I was derailed
And plus I started feeling like maybe I shouldn't do this
I'm just putting up for my mother otherwise screw this
Had times where I looked in the mirror and just wondered "who this"
Though it was my decision I didn't f*cking choose this
But anyway it's too late time to change my sponsorship contract
I had to keep bugging them coz they wasn't keeping contact
Year 2's begun can't register finances ain't cleared
Went down to sponsors' office so my mom's could go hear
What the hold up was it's been three weeks since school commenced
Then she called to tell me they said I cannot change since
I'll be doing first year the second time that ain't they're policy
And the whole world collapsed that is how I felt probably
So I registered for classes ain't had a sad moment in a minute dawg
Imagine doing something you just ain't f*cking with at all
Was even home for a week feeling like Ice cube one Friday
Had a morning glory had to start my day the f*cking right way
Sat next to a cute shawty on my way to school
Even holla'ed on the highways took her number she was cool
Arrived chilled out the class waiting for my lecturer to land
Music on shuffle my mind wandered back to the plan
Lecturer walking into class but I walked out to the loo
Coz there was something in my mind not coz i had to go poop
Rinsed my face over the sink looked in the mirror I'm thinking
What the f*ck am I doing here man this shit just isn't
What I should be doing chilled out on the benches to reflect
I knew what I really wanted and this just isn't it
Felt like they was trying to trap me into something that ain't my passion
This ain't something that I planned what the f*ck goddamnit
This just simply ain't what I am about
Shit started thinking that I gotta drop out
Shit I gotta drop out I gotta drop out
(F*ck this shit)
I'm in an exam room revisited the plan dude
And realize this shit ain't for me and even wrote a rap dude
On the question paper knowing life will test me later
But every dream comes with a price and sacrifices must be made bruh
Walked out early they probably thought I really killed that exam
Nah I'm just crazy thinking I can make it from killing raps
I left a route that wasn't mine I was like f*ck the highway
Like a spoiled little brat I decided I want it my way
I want it my way
I just want it my way
I want it my way yeah