Beysul - Ghost Mode Lyrics

Do you ever miss me did you even care
I tried to help you when I couldn't even help myself
You left me broken living in my own hell
Was in love with your brain the silence drives me insane

And I ever wonder if I ever cross your mind
Because you practically live all day in mine
Got me thinking if you were even real
What's going through your mind thought we were fine

Tried to heal your wound
Fix your soul
Did a 180 then you you went in full ghost mode
Ghost mode ghost mode

Been through some shit that makes me think about life
How can we live knowing death will arise
Never know when God will decide it's time
Holding onto faith praying for more life

Eighteen it's my prime I should feel alive
Blessed with a roof with my family but I
Still feel the darkness inside it's eating me
And i've listened to the voices saying I should take my life

I've tried not gonna lie
But thank God for letting me survive
Giving me a second chance to revive
I won't take it for granted but I'm

Selfish reckless tempted trying to prevent this
Mess from spreading
Don't wanna be a nuisance
Don't wanna be a don't wanna be a nuisance

Be easier if I could erase my mind
From these thoughts that trap me drown me killing me inside
I'm the only one that can hurt me
I torture myself with memories playing on repeat

Maybe I can find a way to escape reality
So I sleep to keep me from feeling internally
Block out the world talk to you soon but for now I'll be going on
Ghost mode ghost mode