Beyond Human - Young and Dumn Lyrics

Back when I was 14, bitch I was young and dumb
Tried to do it on my own, Made my body feeling numb
Everybody watching, Made me wish that I was long and gone
Didn't have time to worry, but I felt a tension in my lungs
I was f*cking crazy, but I feel amazing
All my memories made me who I am, but I'm still complaining
Yeah they said you made me, but they never paid me
Better not do me wrong or you gonna see my other side, I'm shady
Them bitches want no smoke
So I pull up make em croak
They told me they had a f*cking problem with me, I told em take it to my bros
You said you knew that I was close
To making my way, and f*cking all these hoes
The way you wanted to go was Making me look like a f*cking joke
Everybody was so cruel
They hated on me and made me feel like shit
My friends were fake, my life was blue
I felt like I was in a f*cking trip
I wanted something different and new
A cure to end all the f*cking shit
I didn't even get a clue
I had to suffer through all of this
I didn't know what I was doing, I never ever did this before
I always felt like I was losing, I just wanted to win the war
Nobody helped me I was choosing, the friends that didn't want me to soar
I wanted love but I was moving, moving away
I never thought there was anybody who could hurt me like you
You knew that I was young and dumb, and tried to make a wound
You might have made me feel like shit but that was in the past
And now I'm flexing on the ones made me feel like trash
Back when I was 14, bitch I was young and dumb
Tried to do it on my own, Made my body feeling numb
Everybody watching, Made me wish that I was long and gone
Didn't have time to worry, but I felt a tension in my lungs
I was f*cking crazy, but I feel amazing
All my memories made me who I am, but I'm still complaining
Yeah they said you made me, but they never paid me
Better not do me wrong or you gonna see my other side, I'm shady