Beyond Human - Wide Awake (Outro) Lyrics

I was lost, all depressed
I would sit at home with a feeling in my chest
So distressed, sorta stressed
I thought I had a place, but maybe I'm just a guest
I contemplated life, was there really any way
That I could live a life, that was free of all the pain
But life was feeling grey when all my feelings ran astray
I see them out the window helpless, sitting in the rain
Wide awake, wide awake
Always losing sleep, thinking that I could have changed
All of the decisions that were throwing me away
The choices that I made that were making me this way
Black and white, full of fright
Haunted by the demons that are in me through the night
I tried to tell myself that everything gon be alright
But even through the window I could never see a light
Wide awake, wide awake
Wide awake, wide awake
Wide awake, wide awake
Wide awake, wide awake