Beyond Human - Messed Up Lyrics

Aye, I'm running round right now
Tryna get my head around this shit right now, yeah
Aye, I'm f*ckin up right now
My mind is in a whole new other place right now, yeah

Aye, I'm running round right now
Nothing seems right but I live this life right now, yeah
Aye, I'm f*ckin up right now
I wish things were different, but their the same right now, aye

Aye, I'm running round right now
They don't believe a f*cking word I say right now, yeah
Aye, I'm showin up right now
But they don't acknowledge or say anything right now, yeah

Aye, I'm listening to them now
Their words are nonscence, but I over think them like how? Yeah
Aye, I'm all messed up right now
I'm all messed up

I tried to comprehend what happened all around me
Everything was blurry, muzzled, foggy, fuzzy, I couldn't see
My life had flashed before my eyes, yeah the light was so free
I just wanted out of prison, someone give me the key
My morals were wrong, my vision didn't agree
I didn't think about my actions, I was carefree
I seemed to spend my money, it was gone in, 1 2 3
Pleasing was easy, fakeness was all guaranteed

Everybody want, all the money so
I gave in and gave, all the money for
Stupid shit that they, didn't need
They left with all of their f*cking greed
I seemed to fill my life with the wrong type of person
They wanted money, fame, possessions, they are only a burden
I'm messing up with the friends I choose
I'm messing up with the things I pursue
I'm messing up, to get all the views
But I end up drowning, in a pool of booze
This life seemed rough, but I realized, I was focusing on the bad things
Things could change, if my mind was right, but that would take some f*cking pulled strings

Aye, I'm running round right now
They don't believe a f*cking word I say right now, yeah
Aye, I'm showin up right now
But they don't acknowledge or say anything right now, yeah

Aye, I'm listening to them now
Their words are nonscence, but I over think them like how? Yeah
Aye, I'm all messed up right now
I'm all messed up