Depressed Video (MV)

I never thought that I was better, always thought that I was cruel
That I never did the right thing, that I always broke the rules
Never felt like there was meaning, always felt like I'm a tool
Never wanted to feel better, always feeling like a fool

We always f*cking argued, never ever got along
I just felt like giving up, cause all my strength was f*cking gone
All my feelings never worked, I always felt like I was wrong
Only way I could feel happier, was singing my song

Everything around me only made me more depressed
My life was shit, my vision split, that shitty feeling in my chest
I try to change and life just f*cks me, I get extra f*cking stressed
I am so depressed, my feelings always are suppressed

(I am so depressed, my feelings always are suppressed)