Forced to remain alive with the desperate feeling of imprisonment
This obsession with disconnection can't be ceased
Reaching for reality while being locked up in mental chaos
Reaching for reality while being dragged down to nothingness
Release the chaos
Thoughts of death race through your f*cking mind
Your mind
Searching the feelings that cannot be explained
The dread of life being temporary
BUT WHY?
Go to sleep, then restart
Suffering through the same day
Why must we face the disconnection with our inner being
In this state of depersonalization?
These open wounds can't be sealed with time
This desire of chaos must be fulfilled
Forced to remain alive with the desperate feeling of imprisonment