My nail beds are caving in
Push through the stitches
Pierce through the skin
Prick in that potent prescription
Knock me unconscious
Lord knows I want it
Give me that fairytale drug
My only option don't love me enough
No need to proceed with caution
Give me the something that f*cks me up
Wither away my intentions,
Just numb the pain of me clawing away
Reaching for something so distant
Digging into the thing I wish would stay
Make me forget how it ended
Begging until my voice breaks
And them leaving anyways