Better Promises - Qubicle Pew Lyrics

A 90's dad
I think I'm going mad
I swear last night I was chasing after alice in her wonderland
Wondered in the room and she was with another man shortly after she said eat this and Drink that
Next thing I knew my head was in my lap and on my head was a top hat while I was Sitting at a table with a rabbit and a rat
And the hand I was dealt with was either sanity or wealth
And all this talk of suicide think I was in bad help
Bad jokes bad lines
Constant thought of suicide, lose of pride and lose of life all under my belt I pray to god She's alright in and out of my life
Where's the love?
I lost my pride in my mind
I thought losing that weight would help my dreams fly
But instead the demons creeped inside
Conversations with god asking how to rest in peace without having to die
He told me I'm the balance of the world and there's a war coming you best pick a side And fight or else my destiny is dead to me and there's no point in wanting a high
Just go to your cubicle get married have kids then die
Well f*ck that
F*ck that
Okay
F*ck that
I don't want to do that
F*ck that

I think I'm going mad
Wait
Alcohol is not a great thing
I noticed how he brought her
Because you die from alcohol doesn't mean you're any good
You've gotta leave some words behind
Throw your diamonds up again
It's nice to die from alcoholism it's very glorious
Wait
But if you