Restless calls your name so uninvited in your ears and you scream
A collection of the harm brought on and I still can't explain sensibly
And with everything that's happened
All the people that I have lost
I know how it feels to have your whole world burned to the ground
I've misplaced my motivation
My joints ache and I am young
Everything your body handles comes with a cost
And so we lie
Tell our families we're okay
And what's the worth of my life if I feel worthless either way
I get washed up in the shallows, this sea is too dark for me
And when my walls start tumbling down
You'll see my flaws entirely
And I've got plans to escape this world
But I don't think they're working