Better Anyway - Detriment Lyrics

So this is what it's like
To be a victim of your own mind
I'm cutting corners just to make it through another day
But at this point my foundation is starting to sway
The structure that I once believed in
Turned its back on me
I've got nervous imperfections
Making all of my decisions for me
It sets me back to the point that I can't
Even see what's ahead of me
At least that's what I think
'Cause I'm scared to death of failing
At least that's what I think
I'm a detriment to my own well-being
But I swear to God I'm trying
And I'm sorry
To anyone who had to witness my self-destruction
How many times can this happen?
I've let myself down too many times to count
I've got nervous imperfections
Making all of my decisions for me
It sets me back to the point that I can't
Even see what's ahead of me
At least that's what I think
'Cause I'm scared to death of failing
At least that's what I think
I'm a detriment to my own well-being
My good intentions did nothing for me
This isn't what I wanted
I took the blame for a fight that I never started
My good intentions did nothing for me
This isn't what I wanted
I took the blame for a fight that I never started
Where's my confidence
Where's my confidence
Where's my confidence
Where's my confidence
I've got nervous imperfections
Making all of my decisions for me
It sets me back to the point that I can't
Even see what's ahead of me
At least that's what I think
'Cause I'm scared to death of failing
At least that's what I think
I'm a detriment to my own well-being