Beth Killian - This Holiday Lyrics

I had big big plans for this year
My eyes were hungry and wide and I felt no fear
Talks of travel to far places
Dancing in tight spaces
Giant meals with family
So much for dreaming
When the world had different schemes
I've felt stuck right here

And who knows when this will end
Can we go back to how it began?
December begs our bodies to be surrounded by friends

Love doesn't have to exclusively thrive
Through kisses in bars at the stroke of midnight
Though the lights at Rockefeller
Cast shadows on fewer souls
It's getting old
Cause I just want to hold you this

Holiday
This Holiday
I just wanna hold you this Holiday

I had big big plans for me and you this year
Finally felt ready to take off my mask and share my atmosphere
But my circle's getting smaller while the nights are getting longer
Longing for everyday touch
We were strolling through our snow globe
Sharing steaming cocoa
A fantasy of what it was

And who knows when this will end
Can we go back to how it began?
December begs our bodies to be surrounded by friends

Love doesn't have to exclusively thrive
Through kisses in bars at the stroke of midnight
Thought the lights at Rockefeller
Now twinkle on fewer
Souls, it's getting old,
Cause I just want to hold you this

Holiday
This Holiday
I just wanna hold you this Holiday

Love isn't made by traditions we've saved
It's ok to change lanes, to wait for the day
When the lights at Rockefeller
Will shine on all the crowds
But for now, I'm sending you love somehow

Holiday
This Holiday
I just wanna hold you this Holiday