Where am I
Who am I meant to be
All the time
Shifting sand beneath my feet
Do I exist outside these tormented memories that plague me
Where is this place I can be free
Not trapped in this body
These thoughts they simmer
Boil over some times
And I'm gone, out of sight
I'm out of my mind
Will there be space where
I can breathe without fracturing the silence
What will it cost for me to live outside
This mind and its defiance