Berry - x_6 Lyrics

I'm staying home today yeah yeah
They said don't think that way, my bad
Won't call my phone today, that's sad
I can never think of you again like that
I'll be alone today yeah yeah
Better to be that way, my bad
Didn't wanna know about you, where you at
Now I can never do you again
Got too many exes
Too late to think that I'd regret this
Scars too deep
Using memory as weapons
Losing sleep, close my eyes and wake wake up breathless
You in my head is
Killing me and I meant it when I said it
All my dreams when I wake up with a death wish
Selfish, every time I told you I said
I don't really care about it, that's my bad
I can never think of you again like that
Traded you for money, yeah I guess it's sad
Traded you for nothing, yeah I guess it's sad
That's my bad
Already forgetting everything we had
Trying not to think about you where you at
I can never think of you again like that, like
I don't wanna wake up with these dreams
Never realized I'm not what I seem
Never realized life's not what it seems
Stuck in place let me out please
Drown even though it's not that deep
I don't wanna miss you when I think
I don't wanna be another bad memory
But tell me if you ever think about
Wait, f*ck it I'm a rapper now
Everything is happy now
Way too many problems to be thinking I should work em out
Take a pill, fake a smile
Live inside a dream while I hope that I wake up
Across the world from you
Yeah, what else can I do
Yeah, you're the worst, I'm too
Yeah, everything inside me saying
When the time's right, she be standing in front of you
But I kinda wanna move on
Cause I'm kinda in the mood
I look at the sky
Blue like diamond, I
Can't believe my eyes, whoa
Feel like I'ma die
Lose myself to find
You know that's my life goal
Getting green, no lime
Feeling dead inside
Hope that I'll never become old
F*ck my life I'm cynical
I'll make it out but I can't even lie
I don't really care about it, that's my bad
I can never think of you again like that
Traded you for money, yeah I guess it's sad
Traded you for nothing, yeah I guess it's sad
That's my bad
Already forgetting everything we had
Trying not to think about you where you at
I can never think of you again like that, like
I don't wanna wake up with these dreams
Never realized I'm not what I seem
Never realized life's not what it seems
Stuck in place let me out please
Drown even though it's not that deep
I don't wanna miss you when I think
I don't wanna be another bad memory
But tell me if you ever think about me