Benjamin Tod - Not Coming Home Lyrics

Can you give me all I need
The innocence and purity I crave
I've been climbing desperately
To a mountain top I haven't seen for days
An honest life I simply can't sustain
Coming home today

All that's left inside of me
Couldn't bring an heirloom seed to bloom
I've only kept enough to plead
For something that I can't believe is true
My goodbye may not be when you choose
Coming home soon

Follow me through empty streets
And bridges burned for hell to heed my fate
I never wanted you to see
The evil I could never keep erased
Patient like a diamond in the slate
Coming home late

Something pulls me from the clay
I can't make another day alone
I can't even speak your name
Are you just a thing to claim and hold?
Notarize my deed and watch me go
Not coming home

Notarize my deed, watch me go
Not coming home