Tomorrow I'll turn the pages
To try in vain to start again
But the fading words remain the same
I'm screaming out in loneliness and pain
And my brain is like the ocean
Some days it's calm and clear
But depression is my Poseidon
Creating tides of regret and violence
I'll take a final breath as I let it wash over me
I'd rather close my eyes so I'm blind to the agony
The blood in my veins keeps flowing
I'm alive
I can keep going
And she was like the sky
Every day she was all I'd see
But there'd be clouds off in the distance
To ignore them was the wrong decision
I'll take a final breath as I let it wash over me
I'd rather close my eyes so I'm blind to the agony
The blood in my veins keeps flowing
I'm alive
I can keep going
Keep breathing in and out
Keep breathing in and out
The weight of my past mistakes keep dragging me down
But even underwater something helps me to breathe now
The blood in my veins keeps flowing
I'm alive
I can keep going