Benja - Holding Air Lyrics

I wish that I could hold you the same way I hold onto these feelings
I wish that I could hold you the same way I hold onto these feelings

I wish that I could hold you the same way I hold onto these feelings

Thinking about where we could be if you could stay
Baby don't leave
Maybe you just don't wanna trust feelings too much
Can't be a crutch
I don't ever want to feel this way again
Never again
I could call you any day and you would act like it's okay
So what the hell am I supposed to do if I can't be with you
It's a domino effect because the last time you rejected me I fell
And I've been falling for a stupid insecure

Dead words that you said
My heart hurts more than my head for once
I've been crying all day and I've been smoking all night
I can't fight fake feelings when she's tormenting my mind
I can't
I can't
I can't