Benja - Fat lizard Lyrics

I know each day is dawning
My love is the sun behind the hill
He's giving me the eye
To say I'm rising still
But I'm a fat lizard in the sun
I want to be his little flower
I know I could be his little purple flower
I want to feel his penetrative power
But I'm a fat lizard in the sun
I guess he'll never know
Just what I could do
That I could've been the only one
I guess I'll never know
Just how it is true
That I'm a fat lizard in the sun
Each night and day I climb a tree
Just to be nearer the sky
Then maybe finally he'll see
I'm more than a lizard in the sun
From up here I try to fly
I spread my wings into the blue
Then I'll find my feathers are a lie
Because I'm a fat lizard in the sun
I guess he'll never know
Just what I could be
That I could've been the only one
I guess I'll never know
Just how he feels in me
Because I'm a fat lizard
Just a big fat lizard
I'm only a lizard in the sun
In the sun
In the sun
In the sun
In the sun