BENGILINK - Toxic Lyrics

I been thinkin' bout the checks lately
Wake up in the morning full of stress daily
It's not about the money but it sucks to be
Stuck up in cycle would would you please save me
Yeah the toxic shit gotta go away
I don't think we"ll be fine today
All of this just to get a chain
Smoking loud just to hide the pain

If she's done some wrong and I've done some wrong
Can we put it off can we just get along
I'm tired of fighting my heart has withdrawn
It's all goin good then the next day she gone
All of these arguments don't make no sense
No type of advice seems to get to my head
Deep deep depression got me in my bed
Girl of my dreams but she left me on read

Crazy messed up in the heart
Never really cared till we depart
Now i'm just left with these scars
Shoulda just kept playing my guitar

I been thinkin' bout the checks lately
Wake up in the morning full of stress daily
It's not about the money but it sucks to be
Stuck up in cycle would would you please save me
Yeah the toxic shit gotta go away
I don't think we"ll be fine today
All of this just to get a chain
Smoking loud just to hide the pain

They go to the park just to tweak of the xan
Don't chill with them cause it's not who I am
Everyone says I don't know how to act
I do the same shit never learn from the past
I've done a lot of shit I regret
Lost up in my thoughts I can't forget
Running from the cops I hop a fence
Sometimes you gotta cap just to impress

I got a long way in this car
You wouldn't believe this the start
I try to believe ima star
So close to success but I'm far

I been thinkin' bout the checks lately
Wake up in the morning full of stress daily
It's not about the money but it sucks to be
Stuck up in cycle would would you please save me
Yeah the toxic shit gotta go away
I don't think we"ll be fine today
All of this just to get a chain
Smoking loud just to hide the pain