Benevolence - Too Many Scars Lyrics

I've got too many scars
I just repaired my heart
Then you tore it apart
I hope you feel this pain someday
When it just rains
I hope you'll feel my pain
It will never be the same
When you feel the rain
When you finally feel the rain
Then you'll finally know my pain
Always planned to play your games
I just laughed and walked away
No more toxins in my brain
Now I'm out here tryna slay
When you try to turn and chase
I just put you in your place
Always gonna trust myself
Best thing for my mental health
All your silly games foretell
Everything you tried in stealth
Sneaking in right after twelve
Thinking I would never see
I left when you went to sleep
Cause I had to take that leap
Even if it hits me deep
I will thrive while you'll weep
While you cry and drop down
Never thought I had doubt
Couldn't even trust your vows
Treat you like a circus clown
Now I'm looking at the clouds
Sun is shining on this town
Now I'm resting on my throne
Feel the vibes up in my bones
My heart just won't decompose
Cause that fire in my soul
Always burning every night
Take the past and overwrite
Blessing may come more than twice
Finally free to live my life
I've got too many scars
I just repaired my heart
Then you tore it apart
I hope you feel this pain someday
When it just rains
I hope you'll feel my pain
It will never be the same
When you feel the rain
I know I've got too many scars
Always repaired my broken heart
Fixing pieces every day
Learning from all these mistakes
Watching out for all the fakes
That are just too inhumane
Never gonna feel more pain
Power shows within the brain
To the strongest of them all
Who doesn't plan to ever fall
Never gonna keep him down
He just had to fix his frown
Mine as well just pass his crown
Cause he's walking on the clouds
His friends and family show how proud
How fast he was to be rewound
What's the point of playing games
To hurt your loved ones that you praised
Pointing fingers never changed
Always tried to pass the blame
Your actions cannot be condoned
Furthermore you've been dethroned
Now you're living all alone
While I flourish all on my own
Taking time to analyze
He finally planned to redesigned
The blueprints to his future life
Till all his dreams and goals aligned
To show the world what he provides
It helped him gain his fervid drive
Revived the flame locked in his eyes
His mental strength is so divine