Too cold for a blanket to save me
So I froze to death while I waited
I feel the ice grow inside of me
On my tongue I can actually taste it
I know that nobody can save me
So don't try, your time would be wasted
I feel my memories fading
Hate my life, and sometimes I wanna take it
Don't know if I'll make it to twenty
Not alive, and I can't find my placement
Take drugs in such large quantities
For this pain, but I still can't erase it
I think I'll drown in the memories
I hate my life and I'm fine with it ending
Broken inside and there's no way to mend me
I'm a lost cause, there's no point in pretending
I fell in love with a sadist
She left me with scars and I f*cking hate it
Her name is the drugs and she's just like an angel
But her wings fell off and she ain't got no halo
I wake up everyday
And I wish that I didn't
Those visions were vivid
I wish I could stay asleep
'Cause you were in my dreams
I do not know what to say
You made me feel different
Like actually living
But now that you've gone away
You're only in my dreams
I know that nobody can save me
So don't try, your time would be wasted
I feel my memories fading
Hate my life, and sometimes I wanna take it
Don't know if I'll make it to twenty
Not alive, and I can't find my placement
Take drugs in such large quantities
For this pain, but I still can't erase it