Beneath My Shadow - Indifferent Lyrics

I'm about to break
Locked in this cage
Thinking about how I was lead astray
I know I sleep too much
But nothing matters
It's like I'm climbing an endless ladder
With no destination
These monsters can't be tamed
I carry the world
It's just too much weight
But I'll find a way to make this all okay
Even if it means the sun washing it all away

I cannot be what you want me to be
And it hurt so much to have to let you down
So hold me in your arms
If you do feel the same
It's okay to hurt, love, and to feel this way
Just don't pretend you're there
And don't pretend you care
How can we keep on doing this to ourselves?
So hold me in your arms
Just hold me in your arms

Who will I be?
Who am I now?
Will I ever know when my time runs out?
But what is wrong?
And what is right?
I ask myself these questions every night
Maybe it's all the same
Maybe I'm insane
Maybe it's all just a simple game
And if I lose then know I think of you
Maybe I have nothing left to prove

I cannot be what you want me to be
And it hurt so much to have to let you down
So hold me in your arms
If you do feel the same
It's okay to hurt, love, and to feel this way
Just don't pretend you're there
And don't pretend you care
How can we keep on doing this to ourselves?
So hold me in your arms
Just hold me in your arms
Yeah hold me in your arms
Just hold me in your arms
Yeah hold me in your arms