Bendu the Grey - Dinosaurs Died In Vain Lyrics

They say you shouldn't blame yourself
Well maybe I just hate myself
How dare you try to judge and crucify my f*ckin mental health
I do that enough
When all I ever want is to be happy
And fill my head with thoughts of rainbows and sugar candy
But I'll fail
I Try to make the right decisions
But everytime I stop and think
My head is filled with visions
Of uncertainty
But certainly
I'll get the wrong conclusion
The voices in my head
Just add to the confusion
Cuz
Lately I'm thinking too much
Thinking that I ain't enough
Thinking this whole world is f*cked
Thinking that all people suck
Wondering why I give a f*ck
Wandering Into a stasis of whiskey and playlists
Listening to songs about life's what you make it
But I need to go back a bit, take it off shuffle
These lyrics are gettin all offbeat and muffled
My empathy just keeps on drowning me
Know we may disagree but hoping that you will see
That I am crumbling under the weight of the world
Life ain't all diamonds and pearls
And I ain't no superman
I'm just a damsel in distress
Nolding out for a hero
Cuz im not sure if one exists
But ill carry this burden because
The beast is on my back
To remind me day in and day out
I'm the pot who called the kettle black
So if in fact
I'm just a product of my own anxiety
You'll be finding me forgetting bout sobriety
2 steps forward 3 steps back
Freeze frame just in time to hear the record scratch
Relapse id take another hit
But I quit it
Write another song
Jus tryna find what I'm missin
They say ignorance is bliss
So if bliss equals happiness
Then ignorance and happiness
Well they kind of coexist
Kind enough to know
Too ignorant to care
I'm not trying to be remembered
Just not ignored while I'm here
I wanna cancel this subscription
Thats it im checking out
Not satisfied with content the qualities gone down
I'll just sink back into my bed
And finally get some sleep
Where I'll dream of my visions of rainbows and sugar candy