Bendah - Father Lyrics

Lezi ezamadoda zixoxwa ngekhwela sihleli ngokuzotha
Siphelele esipotini kwehl' ukushisa ucishe nomlotha
Endlini anginamfazi ukhulisa ingane zoBotha
Lapha kwami anginangane lezi ezimbili ezikhona azilokothwa
Ithi ngi'Plus two ngithel' uBeer ngikulande fresh
Awudons' istool uthule duh ngikutshel' uCash
Kusangavuk' igqubu uyinja umlungu impilo isaWorse
Ukuphila ubuzukuzuku azikapholi ilonda utshwal' amaNurse
Kudala yaqala imess, way back, being given less
Basphatha kabuhlungu ibala elimnyama lihamba neCurse
Mang'jampa ungathuki ngihlala ngiAlert umgqondo awuphumuli...
Indaba azikadluli izinsizi abukapheli ubunzima kusaWorse
What you know about the pain I endured ngintwana ngisakhula
Being beaten for being black ubalisa njalo mawuvuka
Lomhlaba owethu kodwa sibekelwa iVan mayidlula
Bamdubula umfowethu ngoba wazimela wafa ngimbuka...
Kusazolunga... I watched your gran pray daily ethi konke kusazodlula
Kusazolunga... Ubaba bamthatha salele kodwa aphindanga wabuya
So never.. so never ask me why I drink so much (Kunzima)
I was scarred ngisasemncane never healed so namanje kuRough (Kunzima)
Nenhlonipho yalahleka anginasithunzi seyangishaya iLife (Kunzima)
I miss my kids and my wife but I drink just to cope with life (Kunzima)
So never.. so never ask me why I drink so much (Kunzima)
I was scarred ngisasemncane never healed so namanje kuRough (Kunzima)
Nenhlonipho yalahleka anginasithunzi seyangishaya iLife (Kunzima)
I miss my kids and my wife but I drink just to cope with life (Kunzima)
So angikhoni ukuba ubaba
A role model to my kids
I'm a dead soul nomfaz' akakhoni ukungibonisa
A war zone in my house I got anger issues within
And ukusokola ngiyakwazi I once had hope and a dream
They wonder how I speak so well but drink like a fish
So I ponder on the times I fell and got kicked on my knees
I'm kinda always on the edge of starting some shit
Ngisazokuzama to be a good man but booze is a bitch
Kusazolunga... I watched your gran pray daily ethi konke kusazodlula
Kusazolunga... Ubaba bamthatha salele kodwa aphindanga wabuya
So never... so never ask me why I drink so much (Kunzima)
I was scarred ngisasemncane never healed so namanje kuRough (Kunzima)
Nenhlonipho yalahleka anginasithunzi seyangishaya iLife (Kunzima)
I miss my kids and my wife but I drink just to cope with life (Kunzima)
Just get another round siphuze
The same house I grew up in I watched my bro take his last breath in
Awuthele siphuze
The same house that I still live in I watched my dad disrespected in
Awuthele siphuze
The same house with my nightmares in my mum prayed a million times amen
Awuyeke ngiphuze
I sleep better when I'm drunk I mean I lost it all when I was just sixteen
Ngiyeke ngiphuze...