ben wills - relapse Lyrics

Fake fires, you still call my name
Been years, I'm sobered up again
Bend me with the things that you say
You know what to do to make me break
Inhale, and I wash off my face
Exhale, and I still start to fade
I know that I'm better off this way
Then why can't I turn you away?

I've been running for a long time
You were my excuse
I've been running for a long time
Always back to you, yeah

I'm relapsing, I'm relapsing
I never really got over you
I talk about you in the past tense
But I don't really know what to do
By time I come to my senses
The damage is already done, yeah
I'm relapsing, I'm relapsing
I never really got over you

Creep up when I'm feeling okay
Make me rethink every choice I made
Finally got you out of my way
Then I let you in, just to get a taste

I've been running for a long time
You were my excuse
I've been running for a long time
Always back to you, yeah

I'm relapsing, I'm relapsing
I never really got over you
I talk about you in the past tense
But I don't really know what to do
By time I come to my senses
The damage is already done, yeah
I'm relapsing, I'm relapsing
I never got over you

So lay me down, I don't care how this ends up
Weigh me down, I don't care how we end up
Take me down, I don't care
How it ends right now, I don't care
I don't care right now, I don't care
I don't care right now, I don't care
I don't care right now, I don't care
I don't care right now, I don't care
I don't