Ben Varney - Bleeding Lyrics

Always feel a way
I can't ride this wave
Never wide awake
A thousand miles away
I been on my journey but I am not there yet
Stuck up on this ship, head up in the air yeah
Aye
I've had dreams on a ninth cloud
Then I wake up and I'm sitting on this iced ground
Thinking bout the life you could've had
But I made my choices, guess I've got to live with that
Yeah, and they say my music's dreary
Well this might support your theory
Gotta wake up
I gotta wake up
Stuck up in a nightmare
Frozen in a glacier
Gotta wake up
I gotta wake up
Frightened as I lie here
Gotta be your saviour
Still searching for a feeling
Yeah
In a mad house, looking for a reason
Fell to my knees and I'm pleading
Tryna find something to believe in
We only live for the weekend
Pop a bottle then we dive into the deep end
Was at the party couldn't see in
They saw me laughing but really I was bleeding
I'm the captain of this sinking ship
I guess it is what it is
I search for feelings that don't exist
That's why I'm sitting here getting pissed
They hit my phone and I ain't hit em back
I don't think I wanna get attached
Cus everybody gotta thousand faces
Wave like drowning sailors wading through these crowded spaces
Cus everybody lie, everybody tries, aye
Always stuck inside, in our minds, we fade away
How many wars with my thoughts am I forced to endure?
I guess forming a cure was too enormous a chore
Gotta wake up
I gotta wake up
Stuck up in a nightmare
Frozen in a glacier
Gotta wake up
I gotta wake up
Frightened as I lie here
Gotta be your saviour
Still searching for a feeling
Yeah
In a mad house, looking for a reason
Fell to my knees and I'm pleading
Tryna find something to believe in
We only live for the weekend
Pop a bottle then we dive into the deep end
Was at the party couldn't see in
They saw me laughing but really I was bleeding
I'm the captain of this sinking ship
I guess it is what it is
I search for feelings that don't exist
That's why I'm sitting here getting pissed