Ben Patrick - Want Me Dead (feat. Yxng Slipp) Lyrics

It's a vibe, it's a f*ckin' vibe right now
She wanna ride, like yeah, I'ma top her down
It's a ride, can you feel the vibes right now
Don't you slide, I'ma eat my heart right out
By the way, I'm movin' cause I'm goin' far now
Seven years old, rockin' my guitar out
Ever since that day, changin' dreams far out
Most of the people that I knew only brought more doubt
Stop playin' that, guess I lost that love feel
Fast forward seventeen, make my dreams real
They ain't nobody, let me out my songs
Ain't still twenty-four, seven walkin' on the clock, I feel
They want me dead, but I'm still alive
They at my neck, but I will survive
Started from nothin', watch this how I climb
No one is stoppin' you, but you so just apply
Nowadays, I be on some mainstream shit
Versatility, no one like this kid
Thirteen in my room, I was writin' this shit
And I never told a soul except one rest shit
People found out, started makin' fun of me
I wish I got better, people wanted somethin' from me
I ain't never give a hand, they don't get nothin' from me
Now you see me, I delight you, my buddy
Now we ain't friends, that's you in the past tense
And I'm goin' real fast, shippin' out the fast tense
I can never really forward, I'ma think it's pretend
Now you tryna act cool, I ain't tryna make a mess
Don't you have my phone? I don't wanna see you ever call
Goin' late, said I think imma pop an adoral
Doesn't matter, cause I'm still gonna stand tall
Why you wanna break me down in this world we fall
And you lie, why you gotta lie like that
If I try, try my best, you won't try back
Numb the pain, think I'm gonna go relapse
In this time, in this f*ckin' time, goin' fast
I know she bad
But she's just bad for me
Everything that we did, I'm pretty sure was casually
I wanted it to be for real, wanted like actually
But now I know she for me or she for me mentally