Ben DeHan - Comeback Kid Lyrics

I'm screaming out, nobody hears me now
From this hotel room where I'm breaking down
I'm tryna figure out what all this means
Suicidal thoughts, material things
The Comeback Kid, man you already know
My world's on fire, but it's part of the show
Sleep in empty rooms, & passenger vans
It's not what I do, this is who I am
Allow me to take you back to the start
When we wrote with sharpies on CDRs
Sold our T-shirts from the trunk of the car
Marked miles on the map til it fell apart
And what if all I want
Is what I've always had
And what if all I am
Is who I've always been
You've known my name since two thousand and five
Back when AD was the name in the lights
I'm doing my best so f*ck you, god damn
Tired showing you, I belong where I am
Pulling at the bottle, baby give me a wish
Fire off shots with intention to miss
I set the stakes high, cuz I love the risk
I stare down death and I give it a kiss
And what if all I want
Is what I've always had
And what if all I am
Is who I've always been
It took a lot for me to comeback
It took a lot to let it be
It took a lot for me to comeback
It took a lot to set it free
It took a lot for me to comeback
It took a lot for you and me
It took a lot for me to comeback
It took a lot for me to see
That what if all I want
Is what I've always had
And what if all I am
Is who I've always been
Time's running out
What's this shit all about
Drowning in self doubt
The guns in my mouth
How much can I take before I freak out
And yes I'm fine, thanks for asking
Cuz this is my comeback