Ben Boom - Afternoon Lyrics

I can't even focus, I can't even concentrate
Just leave me alone, I just wanna be alone
But I really really don't, I don't know what I want
But I can't be at home, home
Rolled my bike to a hilltop
Thinking bout my life when it will stop
Only thing on my brain is hip hop
I need fame, I want fame, till I got fame
But I don't know how to get spot
Go on Instagram, write a bunch of comments
Do that everyday, yeah, be super obnoxious
Post new pics all the time and grow a following
That's what the internet says
I wanna post more on YouTube
Release some more music
I wanna be famous but don't know how to do it
Can't think about it, can't live without it
But what if I did

This shit is so damn hard, this shit is so damn hard
Life, it just keeps on going on
Life, it just keeps going on
This shit is so damn hard, this shit is so damn hard
I don't even know where to start
Life, it just keeps going on

I'd still go to acting school, classes cool find someone attracted to me
Graduate and star in movies guess I'm unsuccessful
And I wrestle with my feelings could've made a killing
But I made a living get a couple children
Fame ain't everything, right?
Calmness, flushing my body
I'm not worried about press or no damn paparazzi
Going out for pizza with my family get back and I rap a bit
But I don't got no pressure
I'd be a background actor the taxi driver
Or the janitor in the bathroom in the movie I'd rather be the star of
But I'd have a family I was a part of
Instead of overworking and resorting to hard drugs
Happy life, but in the end am I still satisfied
Wearing shoes that I can't untie, wish I could go back in time
Now I'm just an average guy
Nothing special about me, damn

This shit is so damn hard, this shit is so damn hard
Life, it just keeps on going on
Life, it just keeps going on
This shit is so damn hard, this shit is so damn hard
I don't even know where to start
Life, it just keeps going on
It just keeps going on