Belt of Venus - Illusion Lyrics

I woke up in the morning and I rolled a cigarette
Started thinking 'bout my life what I did and what is next
High, thoughts were flying around while my eyes were turning red
Something is here with me
I'm scared

I close my eyes and I imagine that I'm walking through the fields of happiness
Hallucinating for a moment trying to avoid my living hell
I want to change ,I want to feel good
I want to change, I want to change

The thoughts inside my mind are driving me crazy again
There is no turning back, when it starts it never ends
I try to fight it back but it's so strong , it can't be hurt
The beast inside my head

I close my eyes and I imagine that I'm walking through the fields of happiness
Hallucinating for a moment trying to avoid my living hell
My cigarette, is now burning
I'll kill the beast , I know I'm ready

I cleared my mind, I faced the beast and I destroyed it with a smile
The beast is gone,I'm still alive and my soul is finally mine
I'm feeling good,and I have changed
I'm feeling good ,I've turned the page