Below1 - Monsters Lyrics

Man im done reading scriptures
Pages i touch wither and words fall off the paper
Prayers been tampered i guess i aint worth saving
I nealed before the cross it flipped quicker then revalations
Every days the same so im insane and dangerous
Heart full of hate cuz i feel forsaken
Lost all patience been in hell for ages
Deranged back stage stuffing my face with razors
Held captive by Madness smoking bags and stressing
My soul has been captured by the man downstairs
And the bastered wont stop wispering in my ear
Bitch I'm fully aware of my Despair and regrets
At the witching hour I'm chewing holes in my lip
And the kiss of death when my chick enters the crib
Substantial amounts of f*** you and just die
For the rest of your life you'll be as lonely as I she cries

I feel like s*** Sleepless eyes peek hallucinations
Head cracked mind is absent wandering through dimensions
I'm secretly wishing that I would just perish
Catch a permanent nap self-destruct and forget
Affection from an ex is cause for nervous sweats
Cuz the paranoia panic as soon as someone says
You assume it's negative and the cats out the sack
Cuz a b**** has a pussy and deception his had
I'm an insomniac and I'm gone off my meds
Days have no meaning gloomy nights want to drag
No sense of purpose lacking courage to compel
I want to die young so my family don't see the ugly
Fool them for a while until they realize they don't love me
Tell me something if I let my thoughts reveal
Handle the battlefield i deal without my will
Why can't I chill I sit back and wonder
It's probably the multiple voices that smother

My heart's Torn to Pieces like mangled lost sheep
The devilish beast Eats before they get a chance to leap
My dreams are not at ease their nightmares at the least
I weep for what my mind sees a series of gruesome things
It's something I often experience but I tried to disbelieve
But I can't cuz its standing right there in Arms Reach
Not tracers I'm seeing faces Shapes stretching out my mattress
And what's under the sheet mask is terror you can't imagine
I'm unstable the radio static is sending messages
Plots to eradicate me and myself for Revenge
Held down by a jacket surrounded by packed up padding
I lay awake fluctuating I never felt so unsafe
I can't help but visualize vultures plucking my brain
Doubles of different devils coming out through the flames
I'm stuck between a war Angels come from a cradle
But they all been beheaded By The Sword of all evil