Bella Velasco - HOW MUCH I DON'T HATE YOU Lyrics

All my friends seem to love you
And the way you play guitar, but me
I kinda want you gone
And I'm mad you never leave my mind
And I'm mad you know what to say when we fight
And what I hate is that I miss you
And what I hate is the way you look at me
When its just you and me
And I cant even catch a break to breathe
Cause when its you and me
I just freeze
And I know I shouldn't care
But it doesn't help that you aren't there
I'm stuck here scrolling through
Wondering what I should do
And I know you'll find me in everything that she does
And I know you'll miss me
But I just gotta wait till the time comes
I keep reaching out to you And all I think is how much I love you
And I know it's wrong to say I miss you till this day
But I know we're better off not talking on the phone
And I know that girl is better off without your soul
I know you hate the way I overthink and never stay away
But if you were in my shoes you'd see
How much I don't hate you