Bella Kaye - Hostage Lyrics

I've been losing track of time
Lettin' my demons rule my mind
Tryin' to break free from my self destructing
Repeatin' this negativity
Believin' I deserved all the misery
Thinkin' it would be my forever reality

But then the world changed and life stopped
I woke up finally saw
Everything I couldn't see before

No more won't keep myself hostage
Won't be a prisoner to darkness
Can't keep holding myself captive
This is not the life I wanna live
No more won't keep myself hostage
Won't be a prisoner to darkness
I've leaned I can only free me
No one else can do that for me

Looked around there's so much fear
Sadness everybody's tears
Can't unsee all the hate somethings gotta change
The world needs more love and equality
I know I've gotta start by loving me
We all have a part to play let's begin to heal the pain

When the world changed and life stopped
I woke up finally saw
Everything I couldn't see before

No more won't keep myself hostage
Won't be a prisoner to darkness
Can't keep holding myself captive
This is not the life I wanna live
No more won't keep myself hostage
Won't be a prisoner to darkness
I've leaned I can only free me
No one else can do that for me

Change starts with me
If I'm hating myself and going through hell
Adding onto all the hate of this dark world
Gotta love ourselves and everybody else
Then we be shinning the light make it a bright world
If I'm hating myself and going through hell
Adding onto all the hate of this dark world
Gotta love ourselves and everybody else
Then we be shinning the light make it a bright world

No more won't keep myself hostage
Won't be a prisoner to darkness
Can't keep holding myself captive
This is not the life I wanna live
No more won't keep myself hostage
Won't be a prisoner to darkness
Can't keep holding myself captive
This is not the life I wanna live
No more won't keep myself hostage
Won't be a prisoner to darkness
I've leaned I can only free me
No one else can do that for me