I never thought that I'd feel bad for getting high
I never thought a call from dad could make me cry
I never thought I'd grow more sad with each new lie
I never thought that I could care to die
Your paradise shines bright for all to see
Where the hell could my island be
I never knew a girl could drive me so insane
I never knew a lack thereof could dull my brain
I never knew why friends would sour up to my name
I never knew that with me came so much pain
(I'm screaming)
Tell me now whenever I'll be free
Never now is how it looks to me
Everybody all about
Seems to have it figured out
Tell me what I'm doing, I can't see
I always thought that I could keep my goals in sight
I always thought that everything would be all right
I always knew I'd warm my bones by candlelight
I always knew that I'd be alone each night