Banging hardly on a window pane
Waving wildly, smile wide
The embarrassment that follows a "you're not who I thought that you'd be..."
Similar to when you've been doing the same thing for the last 10 years
Our peers grew up
It's all just stuff that I would have done if I'd cared enough
The internals start to aggravate
The chances I refused to take
The embarrassment that follows me around all the time
Hardly worth explaining like the people that fell away that I decided I didn't need in my life