Bedbound by Summer - Finding Loss in What Never Was Lyrics

I'm finding loss in what never was
The rooms that I came to love
Your change in heart's done more harm than good for me
If only you just understood that it's okay to live and still be loved
I never wanted to hold you up

Imagine not worrying about the distance
(Or having to share these walls)
Imagine not worrying about the time
(And making up for all the times we fought)
Imagine hands clasped, your head in mine
("But what would we even be doing it for?")

I find regrets in every day
A hatred I can hardly restrain
But my hate is not hate without a contradiction
With a longing I can't seem to contain

Imagine not worrying about the distance
(Putting an end to this waste of time)
Imagine not worrying about the distance
(Putting an end to sorry lives)