Bedbound by Summer - Faking Love Lyrics

I'm a walking contradiction
My standards born of fiction
That I'll do and undo
I love you, you hate me, I hate me too
See, we're not so different me and you
I used to look forward to what time would bring
Now I sleep alone and piss in the sink
I guess you sit around, procrastinate
While I keep busy and...

It's not the same with someone else saying my name

I'm pretty sick and tired of who I've been
Hiding the cum on my jeans
Lying about who I'm seeing
Not to mention what happened in the cemetery
We spoke for two hours and we hung up the phone
I'd be lying if I said I was alone
I timed it right, I rocked right up
Spent the next hour faking love

It's not the same with someone else saying my name

I've never known a city with so much sadness
I'm not sure that I can share it with you
So if you return then I'll be leaving
Grab my shit and heave it
To home or somewhere new
And far from me and you
(But far's never far enough)
Would that then make you happy?
Would that bring you resolve?

It's not the same with someone else saying my name

I tried to find something else worth living for
I tried to find it in someone else