Beckoner - Kill Me Lyrics

These days, they need to change
Pushing for a difference
While nobody ever listens
Now I just need some space
How can I be true to myself while feeling so low and strange?
My emotions are disconnected
I must find meaning
I've lost all control
Oh, f*ck
What have I done?
Where is my control?
Where did it go?
Where did I go wrong?
I've been having some trouble
Searching for who I am
I've lost myself again
I'm just a man
With nothing to lose
With much to gain
I'm sick of suffocating within my own skin
I must find where I belong
I need to find myself
Before I go back home
Go back home
Left dead and beaten
Crooked spine
Teeth rotted and eaten
I'm f*cking worthless
At this point I'm useless
Sometimes I sleep on a bed of nails
The earth slowly spins
Gravity pushing my body further in
I'm gone
Kill me
Save me
End this pain to start a new beginning