I gave you my heart you threw it away
Seven years together now they're just a sway
Did everything for you gave up my dreams
Now all I saw was your selfish schemes
You said I was toxic but it's clear to see
The poison in the mirror reflecting you and me
Wanted to grow old die side by side
You destroyed my life left nothing to hide
No more future only pain in my soul
Fears and darkness making me unwhole
I don't want you back want to be free
Gotta find myself in this lonely sea
Gotta find myself in this lonely sea
Left like trash you disposed of me
No trust no luck in this sad story
Took my hope like an autumn breeze
Now I'm searching for a sense to seize
The life we planned now just shattered glass
Thought we'd forever but the moment won't last
Desperation whispers but I rise above
Courage to find and a heart to love
No more future only pain in my soul
Fears and darkness making me unwhole
I don't want you back want to be free
Gotta find myself in this lonely sea
Gotta find myself in this lonely sea
No more future only pain in my soul
Fears and darkness making me unwhole
I don't want you back want to be free
Gotta find myself in this lonely sea
Left like trash you disposed of me
Left like trash you disposed of me
No trust no luck in this sad story
Took my hope like an autumn breeze
Now I'm searching for a sense to seize
The life we planned now just shattered glass
Thought we'd forever but the moment won't last
Desperation whispers but I rise above
Courage to find and a heart to love, to love
Gotta find myself in this lonely sea