We are going to conduct an experiment to infuse your blood with an energy known as BeastKiller
Damn I'm sitting here thinking how could this end all so quickly
Making me feel so ill and sickly
It stings like a cactus so prickly and I feel like everybody's staring me down
Making me frown all this hatred underwater making me drown
These are my feelings and damn it I can't handle it I feel like my life's a scandal
Tearing up right from my heart I feel like I wanna restart
I'm so tired I'm feeling so weak so lonely
I only had one shoulder to cry on and now it's stolen from me
Eyes swollen, hands never free, I'm broken, everything's already been spoken
I'm just hoping that this is my final hour
I tried to power through this world
I feel like I'm a herd of sheep being chased by a border collie
I'll never get to feel like I'm on vacation in Bali
I'm feeling the exact opposite of jolly
And damn lately it's been hard to think and I sit there without a blink
Think they probably think I fake it and I need to break it
But I can't forsake the truth anymore but at least you'll remember me for who I was
But still, I feel so empty inside
And my face fried
And throat dried
And hope just died