I Wanna Feel Calm Video (MV)

I try to not let my trauma do the talking
But from time to time the t's add up
And I can see in your eyes that I can be exhausting
And I'm not sure what forgiveness even does

But I try and I try day on day on day on day
Reaching to a light that's flickering headaches permeate
And I try and I try day on day on day on day
Seeking stillness in a rippling
Retrace all the ways

You keep me calm
I see visions of violet
You keep me calm
And it all goes quiet
You keep me calm
When my brain is abstracted
My bones are compacted
We can forget all about it

I want to cherish every insignificance
Lay in the light of your mundane
I want to hold onto every impermanence
Each an eternity in their own way

But as July washes over
My heart beats a bosa nova
Been overwhelmed for like a year now
Feel my defences lower
My mind's sleeps on a sofa
Dreams of drifting maybe too far
I want to love it all the time
Bathe in the glory of each moment
I wanna feel like I'm gonna die any second
I wanna feel like I'm gonna die any second
I wanna feel like I'm gonna die any second
I wanna feel calm

I want to cherish every insignificance