beamer boy - Return to Normalcy Lyrics

I was young
In the sun
I was dumb
Wanted sum
Cut my thumb
I am numb
I've become
A sinner mom
I was young
In the sun
I was dumb
Wanted sum
Cut my thumb
I am numb
I've become
A sinner mom
(Yuh,Yuh)

And now im scared of me
My life is prone to tragedy
And agony
Cuz life becomes reality
See who theres for me
See who cares for me
See whos there for me when life isn't a leveled sea
Amphetamine
The f*cking lean
My mind is clean from all things but amphetamines
You said to me
You down wit me
My life is full of all things that'll harver me
You scared of me
It's hard for me
It's nothing cuz my momma said she scared of me
Why she scared of me
Why she scared of me
Why she scared of me when love is all she dare to see
I was young
In the sun
I was dumb
Wanted sum
Cut my thumb
I am numb
I've become
A sinner mom
I was young
In the sun
I was dumb
Wanted sum
Cut my thumb
I am numb
I've become
A sinner mom
I was young
In the sun
I was dumb
Wanted sum
Cut my thumb
I am numb
I've become
A sinner mom
(Yuh,Yuh)

Oh nah bitch you said to me
My love hits heavily
My mind is always telling me
To end it cleverly
My mind isnt a treasury
It's just amphetamines
Im always with my pleasantries
I have no remedy
If noone will be there for me
I'll just be there for me
Cuz noone will uh stand for me
So i move carefully
Will life ever get bare for me
I hope so terribly
It always feels so bland for me
I miss it terribly
But not to call with urgency
But i need surgery
Im mentally deserted B
My mind needs surgery
Whats life without the hurt in me
I dont deserve it b
If i wasnt the worst in me
Return to normalcy
I was young
In the sun
I was dumb
Wanted sum
Cut my thumb
I am numb
I've become
A sinner mom
I was young
In the sun
I was dumb
Wanted sum
Cut my thumb
I am numb
I've become
A sinner mom