Beach Date. - Distant Lyrics

I'm trying my best to feel
Safe and sane
I know I tend to push
The ones I care for away
It's hard to open up what can I say
I've been distant since I was fourteen
Was it my dad? No, It was all me
I have no one to blame but me

It's a little f*cked up
Don't you think
I'm sitting here waiting
For the pain to pass
It's a little f*cked up
Don't you think
I'm sitting here waiting
For the pain to pass
The pain to pass
The pain to pass

I sit on my roof with my
Feet hanging loose, all the time
Hoping someone would
Talk me down
But they're all gone, it's my fault
Safe to say I, deserve this

It's a little f*cked up
Don't you think
I'm sitting here waiting
For the pain to pass
It's a little f*cked up
Don't you think
I'm sitting here waiting
For the pain to pass
The pain to pass
The pain to pass