Bea Andersen - Delusional Mind Lyrics

Shouldn't be giving you all these signs
Shouldn't be feeding you all these lines
All just to soothe my hungry mind
Oh how I forget all the time
Shouldn't be chasing your field of view
I should've seen it as a clue
I thought I had a grip
But you slipped
Now I'm face down on the floor
Always thinking I could've done something more
I can't paint you
As a villain but you were no saint
I'll patch up these walls
And I'll become tall again
I held on to forever as if it
Wasn't just an imaginary friend
I knew it wasn't healthy in the end
But I can't help
No I can't help
Oh my
My delusional mind
Delusional mind
I forget all the time
You had me in the palm of your hand
Waiting for your command
Deprived of your attention
I need an intervention
Slowly floating out of reach
Those night sky eyes always come
With a price
Miscommunication
And silent stares
You never saw the fights 'cause you were
Never there
But god I wish I could change your mind
But I fear we won't
Come back around this time
I can't paint you
As a villain but you were no saint
I'll patch up these walls
And I'll become tall again
I held on to forever as if it
Wasn't just an imaginary friend
I knew it wasn't healthy in the end
But I can't help
No I can't help
Oh my
My delusional mind
But I can't help
No I can't help
Oh my
My delusional mind