BBLB - Ballad of An Earnest Samuraï Lyrics

I think I just love you
I did not try to get over you
I look desperate, I don't care
Miss you playing with my hair
If it's meant to be, it'll be
I wanna force destiny
I think I just love you
I did not try to get over you
All the issues in your head
Now, I know that you were scared
Baby, if I was aware
Would've held you and your fears
Why can't you just run away ?
Why can't you just run away ?
Ooh
You're half who you wanna be
Half who you used to be
Half who I wanna see
And half who I wanna flee
But you had to be the one that got to me
And you had to go ahead and save me
And now you wanna leave me
Like it's so f*cking easy
And you think you know me
Wanna f*ck around and take me back to the old me
I'm f*cked up, i'm f*cked up, i'm f*cked up, so f*ck love
I grew up with no love, and bad love, and much love
So next time I see you, you're just getting half-love
You can't take my love
I think I just love you
I did not try to get over you
I look desperate, I don't care
Miss you playing with my hair
If it's meant to be, it'll be
I wanna force destiny
I think I just love you
I did not try to get over you
All the issues in your head
Now, I know that you were scared
Baby, if I was aware
Would've held you and your fears
Every night like the other nights
In the dark, baby, every night
God, just send me the light
I could see what I've done
I could see when I'm wrong
Tired of being alone
I know there's something wrong
So I thought I should change my ways
Way I live, you should not relate
And that darkness was every day
But I found a way
Cut away my sins, brick by brick
Throw away my chains, link by link
Cut away my soul, limb by limb
And now a nigga free
When you fell into me
I finally found a way to try and see if I can be
A person that deserves to have an angel spend their life with me
I told myself i'd really try and put my pride aside
I told myself i'd always do the best for you and I
Told myself i'd never want to make you cry
I won't protect my heart at all, even if it's suicide
'Cause I knew I had to
Go to the fire
Live on the wire
But I was way too easy on you
I was tryna see, I was tryna learn
A new way to love again
'Cause who I used to be
You would've hated me
We was hand in hand, living different things
I knew what you needed, but I wouldn't give
I should've took control, but I let you be
Gave you everything, I wanted to see
So you thought you could have your way with me ?
Now you're leaving me
Now I know, I know
I should never give a bitch everything
I just had to check
Next time I see you
Half-love, half-love, half-love
I take control, every time
You made me raise my shield
Half-love, half-love, half-love
Half-love, half-love, half-love