baxter - Spokes Lyrics

i know it hurts you, but i am blind
to the want and need that fuels your fire,
i sit back and watch, life against life,
pieces never fit but still i try.
open as the sky, pulse racing,
struck silent with desire.
i didn't want to go.
i was open as the sky.
i didn't want you to know
i didn't want you to go right now.
but you know right know,
today's the day, and i am fine,
i never wanted but i got it right,
and i am happy for the first time in my life,
this is my time to shine,
crown me the king of ignorance,
break down and then just build me up.
choke down the thoughts of others now.
break down the thoughts that built you up.
never going, every second that you were right, now.