Basht - Try To Lyrics

Thinking about days in a Maybach
Double strapped like a backpack
After dreams where there ain't turning back
I've got a lot to lose, need to focus
Tell me how you supposed to love with no purpose
Try to numb this pain by writing verses
Baked advice
With loyalty I've always gotta pay a price
I give you my heart you only gave a slice
And I'm barely holding on because I'm
Stuck with sharks inside this lake
I try to love but the love feels fake
It's hard to learn from my mistakes
I've been falling short like leaves in a rake
Bulletproof, these hollows can make you sleepy
Dominos, cooking it up with delivery
It's harder to see
Just like Call Of Duty, all of these deaths don't faze me
Feel like I'm in Calc how I'm given problems
But these demons in my head won't help me solve them
I've been falling in the wind like it's autumn
On a come up swear I came up from the bottom
Purple on my jeans, got me fly like the Ravens
Even some days when I pray I know I sin
Looking at the sky missing y'all in heaven
Now I sit back reminiscing, let it set in
I hope the memories won't fade away
Sitting by the harbor washed up by the bay
2023 went up, R.I.P to Jay
Cuz now I'm left here today
Baked advice
With loyalty I've always gotta pay a price
I give you my heart you only gave a slice
And I'm barely holding on because I'm
Stuck with sharks inside this lake
I try to love but the love feels fake
It's hard to learn from my mistakes
I've been falling short like leaves in a rake