Baseball Gregg - Pleasure and Pain Lyrics

As soon as I get I home
I pack a bowl of weed
And I get in the zone
I pick a tone
Play a melody
But this much weed
It's not good for me
Every night I lay awake
And watch TV until the sunrise
Am I alive?
I feel dead
Looks like, once again
I'm stuck in my head
Take the bus
Eat my lunch
Keep my eyes shut so tight
Pretend all god damn night
I can't explain why I feel this way
Must be chemicals in my brain
Take my pills and pray they go away
I wish that I could feel
Anything at all
Could be pleasure
Or pain
In the morning my alarm goes off
I turn it off
And stay in bed
No need to fret
I have another set
Cause when I'm waking up
I don't give a f*ck
I go back to sleep and dream that
I am living in another place
Another life
So far away
F*ck I have to wake
Live another day
I get dressed
Try my best
Clench my jaw shut so tight
Pretend that I'm alright
I wish that I didn't feel this way
High anxiety and migraines
Take my pills and pray they go away
I wish that I could feel
Anything at all
Could be pleasure
Or pain