Barnacle - Choke Lyrics

Even when you die people remember what you were to them
Not like what you are is just a battered empty soul
A reanimated corpse of manufactured memories
Ignoring all the properties of your selfish disillusion

The idea of anything becomes so overwhelming
The idea of everything seems much more tangible
I'm torturing myself with my own indecision
Cannot seem to stop myself from choking on my tongue

I can't seem to recognize that all my fear's irrational
Always hyper vigilant can't ever shut my eyes
Recollect the times when I was happy and content
Still all overshadowed by the anxiety at hand

I wish that you'd choke
I wish that you'd choke

Wooaaa-ooooooohhh-ooh
Wooaaa-ooooooohhh-ooh-ooh

I wish that I could dissipate strip my body from my mind
My pain could all be separate from the flesh I occupy
My panics always imminent screaming deep within my chest
I'm so f*cking sick of it my brain won't let me rest
Rest