It's not that I don't wanna live on
Its just that I don't wanna live on as me
So Ima keep makin sad songs
Maybe that'll give me some clarity
No no I do not want your charity
Keep that to yourself
I don't live for my health
I don't wanna die hating myself
I don't wanna die hating myself
I don't feel much anymore
I won't reveal my true intentions
It's not that I wish that I didn't exist
It's just that I don't wanna exist as me
Washing my face from all this sin
The devil tryna break right through my skin
Kneel me down against my will
The lord wants power over me
He knows that I can't take the pain I felt
But I don't wanna die hating myself
I don't feel much anymore
I won't reveal my true intentions
I don't feel much anymore
I won't reveal my true intentions
Yeah yeah
I don't wanna die hating myself
Ugh
Let's Go
I don't wanna die hating myself
I don't wanna die hating myself
I don't wanna die hating myself
Hating myself hating myself
I don't feel much anymore
I won't reveal my true intentions
I don't feel much anymore
I won't reveal my true intentions